Keep on going

I've just signed on to volunteer at the BMO Vancouver Marathon, happening May 2. Choychoy decided to join me. Not quite a smurf experience, but I can't wait.

Need to find more things to do!!

Jackie suggested dance. I'm up for that.

Too much drama lately. It hurts my head. People give me headaches. Geez. Need to rent a good movie. Anyone want to watch Blind Side with me?

What am I doing home on a friday night?

Perhaps I shall pick up my story and keep writing tonight.

p.s. i can't get the rss feed to work! =(

p.p.s. never mind i got it working.

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my manager at the bank asked about my time at the olympics in the car on the way to dinner on tuesday. i told him how much fun i had, how incredible everything was...

he asked me why i decided to do it in the first place. what make me sign up.

i told him it was to prove something

and he goes "prove something? what did u have to prove?"

to prove i was good enough.

why would u think you're not good enough?

because someone once told me i'm not good enough.

why would u even for a second believe that you're not good enough? you KNOW you're good enough

.

i know that now. i didn't know that then.

pfft and what is HE doing now.

nothing.

exactly.

and i know that now. but i have to thank him.

i proved a whole lot more than just the fact i'm good enough.

But is good enough...good enough?